Just Me This Time

stop following me

Published on January 26, 2005 By wnx_decoy In Life Journals

Hi, I'm Brandon. I'm 17 years old and I am one person. I act on my own and I think on my own. I even dress myself (most days).

I don't think I can sit here anymore if the ac kids continue to blog (no, just behave) the way they have been. I know it's unfair to put all of the Amanda Clearcreek students together in a ball like that, but that's what happens when you stick with a group of people. You become that group of people. Some of them aren't being so... irritating, but others are getting on my last nerve. JoeUser isn't fun anymore because everyday I get on I see "I hate ___" and "Life stinks because ____ doesn't like me" or whatever it is now. I don't even care anymore.

I'm sure some people remember when I came here. Basically, there were like 5 teens on here and from what I read it was relatively decent. I went off onto the road of the socially constipated at times but for the most part I don't think there was a problem. Then there was the arrival of the Ashlee Ryder incident followed by the Alex-Sam incident, and (most recently) the "I'm a whore!" thing.

Seriously, I am not going to stay here anymore if I have to be stuck with the title of "another stupid teen" because I've invited the wrong people to this awesome site. I'm not going to say anynames because I don't want any counter articles.

This is how I feel about it. This is Brandon Costlow's moment to say what he wants without having anyone try changing it and making this seem all dramatized. Drama is useless in the real world. I love dramas because they're fun but drama itself has no purpose in a day to day scenerio. With one more article talking about how mad someone is or whatever ever I'm leaving.

If you don't want to believe me that's great but I sure hope there's no one that wants me around if you don't. JoeUser is cool because you can say anything you want, but there should be a limit to what you say. If you have a problem with someone at school go confront them in a normal tone of voice.

I am not mad myself. I am just warning all of my "friends" that if they want to keep this up that's fine but I'm not taking it anymore. This is ridiculous. To be general about it everyone of the girls that are involved in this drama really should feel bad about this. The "I'm a whore" article was not cool at all. I love Sarah, but I don't think that was her greatest moment right there. Ashley, on the other hand shouldn't have gone and started a "how dare you" article. Sam, shouldn't have ever started into talking about Alex the way she did or the articles of slander towards others here. Stacey, learn to control your typing and get your head out of the controversy.

Yeah, I'm no perfect angel myself but I'm willing to admit that I shouldn't have ever put myself in these positions.

When I see that my friends are arguing and fighting over stupid things I feel bad for them. I see how petty and immature it is and I for some reason don't do anything about it.

Now, let me guess what some of us want to say right now... "I know what you mean Brandon, I feel the same way." If that's the case then stop. I'm sure just about everyone wants to agree with parts of what I've said, but that's the problem. You only agree with what makes you feel better. If you want to win brownie points for butt kissing go somewhere else, I'm tired of it. No, let's be straight forward about it. Stacey and Ashley. If you even make another article saying "yeah, Brandon's right, I'm sorry" I'm leaving. I don't need that right now. I just want this to be MY moment to say my peace. If you want to say you're sorry do it somewhere else or some other way because the first person to try and do this I don't think I'll be able to call my friend anymore because you were too selfish to just let your own friend speak for himself.

Hey, I love you all as my christian brothers and sisters but just like brothers and sisters you're driving me nuts.

Now, I'd like to get back to apologizing for being the wrong me. To all of "the adults" out there I'd like to say I'm sorry. I'm sorry for all of the teens here and I'm sorry I didn't do something before to help. I even made it worse for a while and for that I apologize most of all.

People like Trina and dharma have always been there telling us all to basically just shut up and I always wanted to try and find a way to help them be heard. This is my last try. I've now said what I need to and I hope everyone can find it in them to believe what I have said here. EVERYONE

Capt. over and out!

Comments

wnx_decoy

on Jan 27, 2005

I've decided to open up to replies now as long as they aren't the "bad" ones. Trina said that it would be nice if the "adults" could give their opinion as long as the teens don't dramatize it, so I think I'll try and let that happen now, if anyone wants to say anything.

Capt. over and out!

Zoologist03

on Jan 28, 2005

All I can say is, you are absolutely right....but keep in mind I'm not praising you...you have expressly dictated that you don't want any of that and so none you shall recieve.

Still, you make a damn fine point and I'm sick of all the bullshit that's flared up recently too.

~Zoo

wnx_decoy

on Jan 28, 2005

Well, thanks Shaun. Thanks for not just giving me a bunch of that, "of course you're right, because I just want to be liked" junk. I don't know if that's got anything to do with it but that's the impression I've been getting.

I think everyone has decided to atleast try getting back to the good stuff. Let's just hope it stays this way. Thanks again.

Capt. over and out!

dharmagrl

on Jan 28, 2005

I don't think I can sit here anymore if the ac kids continue to blog (no, just behave) the way they have been. I know it's unfair to put all of the Amanda Clearcreek students together in a ball like that, but that's what happens when you stick with a group of people. You become that group of people. Some of them aren't being so... irritating, but others are getting on my last nerve. JoeUser isn't fun anymore because everyday I get on I see "I hate ___" and "Life stinks because ____ doesn't like me" or whatever it is now. I don't even care anymore

Hallelujah and Amen! I am sick to death of hearing all the drama that has been coming from your compadres, Brandon, particularly the girls. You lads are usually pretty level headed, but the chicks....my god, they're enough to drive a person insane! All the 'I liked him first so you can't have him' and 'i can't spell but i don't care ha ha ha isn't it funny'...and all the bitchiness! it's draining for me to read it so, I cannot imagine what it must be like to be surrounded by it! How on earth do you cats stand to be around those chickies?

Good for you for distancing yourself. You too, Shaun. It's sad that it had to come to this; that you had to make a statement like that....but I'm glad and impressed that you did it.

wnx_decoy

on Jan 28, 2005

See, that's the kind of thing I was told would come from this. Thanks for the uplifting comments but "the girls" really aren't that bad. I just think that the limits of blogging in comunicating became way too intense there for a while. Nobody was really talking to each other directly so JU got the worst of it all.

I know what you are saying butting I'm not asking for anyone to degrade anyone else. I was just saying what has been on my mind lately and what I was thinking about doing. Obviously,that's what it took so I'm glad I said what I did. Thanks again dharma.

NotSoSmellySarah

on Jan 29, 2005

What should i say? Hmmm..i'll say thank you for speaking out, it's cool and who else but to get the point across but the wonderful Capt.

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