My aggressive journey to say a few words. (AKA) I'll be saying stuff that won't matter to many of you but it'll ALL mean something to me.
Published on November 8, 2004 By wnx_decoy In Misc
This week marks the beginning of my public speaking unit in senior skills. I think death by beebles is in this class now too, and he should know what I'm talking about. We have to debate in class and the only problem is that the only people that want to team up with me are people that believe what I believe on the issues at hand.

I'm going to end up failing because everybody wants to please just a few people in our society. The mindless drones that infest our school systems are driving me insane. Only a few people have the creative edge that most companies want anyways.

I'm tired of watching kids just accept the standards that the "in crowd" has created. They are the only reason why stores like Abercrombie and Fitch are still around. The clothes come warn out and they are just simply tacky. There's no style you can create for yourself out of those boring clothes.

I am just afraid that I'm going to end up debating something and all I'm going to get back is "well, that's gay!" out of the people trying to argue with me.

Maybe if the teachers allowed students to express themselves every now and then we would be in this predicament. Painting and Singing is always enough. Sometimes you need to be able to "act" out what you're feeling. The only problem there is that the faculty wouldn't know what to do in that situation.

I wore a poncho, a PONCHO, into school one day and took it to my first period class. My first period teacher just thought I went insane and that I wasn't being "a very good leader". What does wearing a poncho have to do with leading people? Then my principal yells at me to take it off. It violates no school policy and yet he stills thinks I'm better off taking the poncho off. Later on he tells me that he liked it but that it was not appropriate for school.

Now, I ask you... Why is wearing a jacket, or a shirt that advertises for a company like American Eagle appropriate but a poncho isn't?

Can anyone tell me this? There is no logical reason why a poncho is less appropriate than a pair of Levy Jeans.

Please comment if you please, but I wouldn't be surprised if the majority decided to agree with me. I mean, I am the "leader" in this instance after, why not agree with me, right?

Capt. over and out!

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on Nov 08, 2004
I'm sorry everyone, but I don't believe that what I've said today is wrong. If you haven't figured it out yet, those last two paragraphs are my attention getting paragraphs. I tell you you can't disagree in hopes that you will. Don't worry, I know what I'm doing on here guys. Yeah, I'm sure you've all come to realize now that today was a bad day for me. From the negative attitude I was trying to display in the article itself I was hoping that whoever decided to comment was ready for me to continue to be in a bad mood. For some reason I just cracked today and couldn't take people even trying to say hi at school.

I've been rambling because I have a lot on my mind and it bothers me to think that people just see me as "another one of those teens". I try to do everything however I feel comfortable doing it. I don't smoke because I wouldn't be comfortable, but I was comfortable in the poncho.

I'm sorry, for bringing this up but one of my friends came to school with a gun in his bookbag. Clothing isn't the only thing hiding the weapons, kids are just not creative enough to do something like put a knife in a paper bag and just use it from there. No, they just do what's easiest and what they see on t.v. Don't blame it on being able to hide it because you kind hide guns in all kinds of places.

Now, back to my explanation... for some reason when one of my friends stood up to throw his trash away, at that moment I cracked and just couldn't find any reason to smile the rest of the day. It wasn't because of that, but it just happened then.

Today I had her fur coat on and everyone was messing around with it. Usually I'd be laughing and having a good time, but this time I just sat there, and almost got into a fight with someone because he said something about her boyfriend getting mad, where I'm probably a better friend for her than he is a boyfriend. From what I've heard they've even already "broken up" during their short relationship once before. Obviously, there's something wrong there and I think that's what made me madest about the kids comment. If anything, I'd hold him back just because he's her boyfriend.

Somebody else fell asleep in the seat behind me and I thought he was just trying to grab my arm so I hit him. Not too hard, just hard enough to wake him up and get yelled at for it.

Maybe tomorrow I'll be in a better mood and then I can come by and formally apologize to each person that I know I've been disrespectful to. But for now, I will just say this...

Capt. over and out!
on Nov 08, 2004
Honestly, I don't know how I get sucked into the moeny thing. (Iwill now mispel this responce in honr of the Captain). Sumtimes it just comes up. This time I was tring to make the point youv got to know how 2 spel in order to git a job... thnk my fin edg of twisted sarcacm isnt wurking tonght. Really, I luv mah job cause I git to be with my family. weve been poor, and may be agan - you never know how lives works out.

All hail capotaincornbread... may he fight for pnchos forever!
on Nov 08, 2004
I think beebles' new article, something along the lines of beating a dead horse would be a good place to see me come a little bit closer to apologizing.

*shakes zombies hand* thanks for being such a good sport the whole time that I've just wanted to jump down your throat. Tomorrow I'll explain exactly what threw me into my bad attitude today and hopefully it will at least help. I think I'm gonna have to start trolling and insighting some more because your guys had a lot of good points that I'll probably give insights for tomorrow.

Capt. over and out!
on Nov 08, 2004
Shakes hand back, passes torch for poncho rights, throws MS Word in dumpster. No worries, you seem like a nice enough guy... we need more people like you around here.
on Nov 08, 2004
Dude, I'm not THAT bad.

Maybe you'd be glad to know that in our senior skills class we create this thing called a career passport where we create a Resume and many other things along with it. It takes us a week to finish one page of the passport, so you'll at least not have to worry about the original Resume having too many mistakes, in fact, there shouldn't be any what so ever.

Capt. over and out!
on Nov 08, 2004
alright, unless if you're in a totally different time zone than me, you should have yelled at me a long time ago about going to bed. It's 11:45 here. I'm going to take my own cue and go.

Just a reminder. I'll have a new, hopefully happier, article tomorrow about why I'm so down today.

Capt. over and out!
on Nov 09, 2004
I'm sorry, for bringing this up but one of my friends came to school with a gun in his bookbag.


Say what?...Mind telling me who this is, so I can watch out for them.....Shit......


From what I've heard they've even already "broken up" during their short relationship once before. Obviously, there's something wrong there and I think that's what made me madest about the kids comment. If anything, I'd hold him back just because he's her boyfriend


Also....kind of curious to who this is....

~Zoo
on Nov 09, 2004
Yeah, I thought that was stupid when you got introuble for wearing the poncho. I mean, yes i do admit to wearing American Eagle clothes. but that is just because sometimes they have good sales. I'm a bargan shopper! And no, i don't like the worn out looking clothes. those are stupid. But i totally agree. Why do all the preps get to wear what they want? Like the preppy girls that wear the really short skirts. that's disgusting. but they don't get in trouble. but say i wore one, i'd get in trouble. So yea. It's stupid. Good article Capt.!

~carebear~
on Nov 09, 2004

wow. this got kinda crazy, huh ?.


for the record, the capt has published a new blog today, which i have just read. it explains his reasons for expressing such strong views here, and contains a very honest and personal account of how they were formed. i hope those following this post may like to read it ?.


capt, as you can see, sometimes it isn't what you say, it's how you say it. i regret that your experiences have taught you such painful lessons so early in life, and i for one am prepared to say that, after reading your new blog, i offer you only support and understanding.


having said that, take care to remember that folks don't know these things beforehand unless you tell them .


mig XXXXX

on Nov 09, 2004
Thank you so much mignuna. The reason I don't tell people this stuff is because I don't like talking about it. I guess it's not so hard to do on here though, but it's still not fun to talk about it.

Capt. over and out!
on Nov 11, 2004
Gee....i don't even get a thanks on this one either..... poor me.....

~carebear~
on Nov 11, 2004
Please, let's be a little more conceited....

Brandon, you never thanked me for replying to your article! Boo Hoo!

j/k

Peace,

Beebes
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